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"Together Forever, Never Apart, Mabye In Distance, But Never In Heart."

As I was on the airplane to see her, I continued to repeat this quote to myself. I put my head down and let out a sigh, looking back at the things I had done in my life, and how bad I hurt her. Nothing could take back the events that have occurred. If it was possible I would go back and start all over again. A tear escapes my eye as I say out-loud to myself..."But I can't".

Looking out the window I think about my life and once again realize that she was all I ever wanted and needed. Life seems so hard sometimes. As human beings we will look all over the world for an answer to happiness, but in the end it becomes obvious that what makes us happy was right in front of us the whole time. Most people who screw up there life as bad as me don't get another chance to make things right...but i am lucky.

My plane lands at last. Passengers begin to exit the airplane, I am the last to leave. I stand up and grab my luggage in one hand, the teddy bear she had given to me in the other. As I walk off the plane memories flash before my eyes. In a matter of seconds I feel the pain, hate, sorrow, regrets, and mistakes melt off of me. The only thing left is happiness.

As I exit into the airport I look around, our eyes seem to lock on simultaneously. For a second we stand their and stare, and then suddenly it happens. We both smile. We run towards each-other until we fall into an embracing hug. I hold onto her tight, as does she. Tears escape my eyes, as well as hers, but this time its okay because I know they are tears of happiness. We stand there for awhile, just hugging each-other. We both know the time for happiness has come.

I whisper in her ear "I love you, it'll be alright now, I promise". I place my hand on her head, running my fingers through her hair. My hand slides from her head, to her neck, to her back, to her side, and down to her hand. I grab it and squeeze it tightly. I look her in the eye and say "You know you look beautiful as always". I smile at her, and she smiles back, thanking me as tears continue to escape her eyes. I wipe them away for her, just continuing to smile.

We both start to walk, hand in hand. We exit the airport and find her car, the car that she loves so much. We both get in and she puts her keys into the ignition. Before she can turn the vehicle on, I grab her hand and stop her. She looks over at me, only to see me still smiling. I lean towards her and kiss her lips passionately, tasting the Chap-Stick that she can't be without. I feel her return my kisses, it is then that I am truly grateful. She is the best thing in this world that I could have asked for. As hard as it was, she gave me a final chance to make things right.

As I pull away, we rub our noses together in the cute romantic way we used to. She smiles at me, and turns her car on. We had gone through the hardest of things, mainly because of me. It was my turn to make things proper and right, and most importantly, make her happy. We drive away into the sunset, as I looked into such beauty I couldn't help but put on another huge smile. Nothing would ever beat that beauty. Oh yes, I forgot to say. The sun also looked pretty amazing as well.