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why does everyone die on me even though i had the best memories with them i still want them back but i cant do anything theres not one time that someone close to me doesnt die im asking my self god why kill them why not kill me i made more mistakes in my life ore stupid things and sins but you take them away why? god are you trying to make me misarble by taking away the people that are close to me well you got your wish theres no point now its not like there gonna come back from the dead people think im such a jerk when im in a ticked off mood the thing is they havent been what ive been through i dont care how bad there life is there are other people with tehre problems but no they just want to push my limit until i go nuts sometimes i accuatly agree with my step im a failure useless never gonna accomplish anything in my life and i guess she was right i cant even sleep right anymore. im always having nightmare this one thing is gonna happen and i dont want it to happen i wont be myself anymore if it does rest in peace alex ill miss you v-v

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