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I don't know. I guess I'm tired. So tired....of sex. (hahahaha Weezer song.) No, really, I'm just tired of life. Its become so stale and monotonous. I really long to escape and just go. SOMEWHERE. I don't know where. A place where no one knows who I am. Maybe I'll go the country, build a little log cabin, meet me a nice, plain, all-american girl and have seven or eight little tykes and name 'em all after the members of N'Sync and the Spice Girls.
I want a Sonic Number Two Brown Bag Special. I wanna be gunned down in Market Square in front of all the people who don't like me just so they could see how awesome a person I was. I want to write a rap song about the moon and the sun just like Sage Francis. I want to go up to that one person and show her my heart and say "You know what, Blue Eyes, this was yours. But you didn't want it." and throw it into the gutter for all the trash dogs to feast on.
I want to beat Alder at Marvel vs Capcom 2 just once. I wanna go to Hawaii and meet a French girl. I want to go to Fred's Fish Fry one last time and order some French Fries because I don't like fish, sit on the curb, and eat them. I want to get my nose pierced. I want to be a rock star. I want to make her love me again.I want to beat Final Fantasy VII.I want to dig my own grave and lie in it.
I wanna wake up next to someone beautiful. I want to be the best damn person who ever lived. But..... we all want a lot of things, don't we? sweatdrop