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how many times can i sit in this same spot and cry.
how long can i hide it.
how long can i stream tears from my eyes.
y do i cry do i have a reason is my death that wanted by me by u who.
sob cry stop lye down and just die.
but y how when maybe cut bleed and need no more let it flow and let it poor shut the door.
crimes ive seen crimes i want to happen to me one bullet on knife in my heart cut it open let it fall out maybe then it wont hurt so much.
one blade in a razor cant even break the razor to get it pittiful life is so cruel.
god look at me i am just a big fool im nothng more in not cool let death rule.