I'm getting into a mood that I've been fearing.
I'm starting to crave the things I could do before that I can't now. this is one of my worst moods. the longer It lasts, the worse I get. and the worst part of it is, there's no way to get rid of the craving to do these things..not anymore. so I'm gunna be stuck going crazy for a while,
neverendingly trying to get rid of these stupid craves that won't go away. =(
I'm probably going to start getting annoying now.
well, to certain people anyway.
meeeeeeeeh this sucks!!!!! crying
*sigh* well at least I got a new harvest moon game that I'm ignoring my life with ^w^
I really want these craves to go away >>
the only way I can get rid of them for a bit is to ignore them, but I know they're still there.
*sigh* I feel like such a whore sometimes.. emo
I need a new boyfriend.
I hate when my mind goes crazy like this..my emotions and thoughts become so turbulent, I can barely take it.
well its not that bad yet, but I know it will be.
love seems to be a drug that I'm addicted to...
as I begin to feel slightly better the clouds over the neighborhood clear slowly and I begin singing sometimes.
If only I could sing all the time, I would always be stressfree and happy... but bad thoughts will still always haunt me...
alright well I'm gunna go again.
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Sun Sep 13, 2009 @ 03:12am · 0 Comments |
