Mood: Indiferent neutral
Some things have come to my attention in the last day or two that have made me start questioning how important certain thing really are. For example, I am happily married and and looking forward to having a baby but don't have the money to. I don't like the pay I have at the job I'm at, but it pays the bills. All in all I feel like I've been let down by someone (not my wife) who should have had my back and taken care of me but I've realized that I'm suppossed to be taking care of myself. I believe that no matter what I do I'll be fine but at the same time I've started to question weather or not I can actually take care of myself. I've always grown up with parents that loved to mother me and take care of all my problems but now that I'm older I don't have a freaking clue what I'm suppossed to be doing or even how I'm suppossed to be doing them. I have to take care of a family! I have a wife! All this stuff I had to figure out for myself. I didn't get handed a shiney spoon in my mouth. I mean damn! *sigh* I just wish I had a better handle on things that's all.
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