Ok as much as i hate stalking stuff im just you know.... wondering about a certain somebody... Wondering if he's cheating on me.... or if he's liking me 'cause we're doing some stuff....together....look im just you know wondering about him.... i really couldnt sleep that good last night 'cause of that thought just kept me up for like an hour.....(Basically I almosted stayed up til' three in the morning...) I love him like i really love him....just with a concerned feeling... like im scared to talk to him like an actual couple....(Yes i have poor people skillz and thats because some of my classmates in the past made fun of me so badly that i felt like "L"{off of death note} for a moment and everytime i wrote in my journal people made rumors so bad that most of my friends that i had just didnt want me to be their friend anymore...{Basically i felt like hidan getting his head smashed}) Because the last time i talked to him was probably when i wanted him to make a gaiaonline so he can like know what i look like and he doesnt have to worry about what gender i was and stuff....*sighs* I mean we make love and stuff but dude... i just dont know.... Its like once i think about him half of me is worried and the other half of me is well......just inlove with him no matter what...... I've seen his picture of him and he's like really sexi but idk though....
Ks:I told you once and im going to tell you again.... HES LIKE OLDER THAN YOU AND HE KNOWS HOW TO TRICK YOU!!!! see i wouldnt be yelling at you if he was like 14 or 15 but 17? dude.... sooner or later you'll be in highschool and he'll be in college....
Ok but there are times when age really doesnt matter.... Its love and caring for one another.... and i care and love him.... more than the people i hang aroung with.... hell at the moment more than life itself.... And im serious too...
Ks:*sighs* sooner or later you'll see what im talking about....
Nooooooo im not heading that route.....look i gotta go alright*leaves*
 Gwendlen Gothica Raven · Sun Aug 16, 2009 @ 04:34am · 0 Comments |
