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Pain,
hatred,love
such small words,
such powerful words,
and yet,not one of them
is able to entirely describe
what it is like to Truely feel them.

Pain,
it flows through my veins,
I breath it in, taking it in
like some kind of virus,
it disgusts me,and
savagely rips at the very seams of my sanity.

And yet,
still I absorb it gladly,
only to save others from it,
in exchange for their hatred,
the beatings,
the rapings,
the burnings,
all of which I do not want.

Hatred,
I see it in their eyes,
they all hate me,
tis like staring into
the eyes of the devil himself.

Love
is all I hang on to
in this life.
It can create life
were there is only death,
it washes away our sin,
and heals those who are broken.

God
you were the first
to show me love,
after all you are love,
thank you for everything.
I love you God.