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Another Week.
Christ... We went through this once already this summer.. And now again... Well, it's not that I'm not looking forward to going...Its just...I won't be able to talk to him...And I'll feel lonely...Even though I'll be right next to my best friend...I'll feel incomplete... And though i'd not really like to say...Jelous. But hey... I think any girl would feel that way when thier boyfriend was constantly accompanied by another girl... Eh... I wonder how he'll feel. Probably the same as I do.. But who knows. Maybe he'll find something to keep him occupied while I'm away... other than her ... I mean...I don't hate her or anything...Its just..She gets to spend more time with him than I do... And she's probably looking forward to this... You know, what really confuses me is that she had gotten apparently so annoyed that I put a certian word in my username that was the same as his,and hers for the moment, that as soon as she new about it, she changed her username...And she ignores me...No matter what...Even if I try to be nice...Which admittedly isn't all that often, but I'm not mean to her or anything... Heh...I get the silent treatment...And I didn't do anything.... She must really, really dislike me... Well, I can't say that I like her so much either... But I don't hate her..Have nothing against her, really.... Nye.....Man....I'm gonna miss him.... I love him so much...
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