so i am sitting here drinking a root beer from a beer bottle and as much as i hate beer i wish this was something along those lines.. yeah you heard me i can't wait till my 21st bday cuz i can finally forget things.. i can just go past the point of remembering.. no matter what i do i always go back... i look at things .. know things have changed.. know people hate me.. blame me.. no matter where i go people find me.. there is no dark corner for me.. as much as i want one.. the few people who are around.. they disappear too or want to ... the holidays have basically come and gone.. i don't feel anything still.. no hoilday joy .. no nothing.. the only time i actually find myself laughing is when i am around something /someone insane ... not like much of this matters i guess i just need to vent something somewhere.. i can't keep everything bottled up inside as much as i want to .. my eyes burn from it all... i feel numb except for that..
Melena Rai Community Member 
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