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-grabs at my chest feeling something had sunk in there- damn.... -chokes back tears- here i go again...back into the dark abyss where i tried to rise from with the help of someone i try so hard to keep myself from getting angry easily but things just get to me...im sorry i bother you alot...im sorry that sometimes we're at each others throat -tears begin to fall- im sorry that i can never be as good as anyone...im sorry im always messing up -falls on knees looking down at the floor as the skies over head begin to get cloudy- I'm sorry im constantly sayign stupid things...im sorry...-light thundering noises in the distant as the rain falls drenching quenching the thirsty grass and the hot cement making it smell pleasant- tears continue to fall as my hair hides my face-
Rain on me
disguise what doesn't want to be seen
hide this weakness of mine
a lonely broke heart
hide what's left of my dignity
keep others away
Let it Rain
Let it pour
the harder the better
no one would dare come outside in conditions like these
-thunder clashes then lightning lights the sky exposing the body-
only those who wish to help come near
when she pushes them away
they stay and wait
for her sorrows to be drowned out
by the falling rain
Rain on me
=her body begins to shiver as she realizes the mistake she's done. she slowly tucks her legs up to her chest as she lets whats left of her tears out to be disguised by the rain=
"I'm sorry....."
a lone whisper
not heard
blocked by the sounds of thunder
not unless you were the fortunate
to stay out with her
in the pouring rain.....