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I’m
FALLING APART
confused…
not knowing what to…
think…
do…
feel…
love…
trust…
BREAKING INSIDE
scattered…
I need someone to pick up the pieces of my
mind…
soul…
heart…
entire being…
CONTROL GONE
Again…
I don’t know if I will ever get it back
no, never.
ETERNITY LOST
spent…
looking for
me, no
you, maybe
both you and I, yes
BOTH FOUND
TOGETHER BOUND
forever…
made that way
you just accidentally resembled
my jigsaw.

NO KNOLEDGE

of what I just did
causes instant pain
S – T – F – B
O – O – R – O
U – R – O – D
L – N – M – Y
to seek…
…
…
…
I
don’t
know
what
for
…
…
…
there strange
gravitational pull
towards something…
instant…
earning to be closer
to what…




ME
COMPLETELY
in one piece
no longer
confused
ME I scream again with my mind not voice
control still gone
come
come
here comes the pain
burning


I
hear
her
cry in my mind
how strange
answering my thoughts


C
O
M
E

I
T
S

B
U
R
N
I
N
G


burning
burning
I feel her pain
or
is it mine
I cannot tell
it doesn’t matter
all
that matters is the
burning
burning
B-U-R-N-I-N-G
burning deep within my
H
E
A
R
T
forever it seems
burning
burning
B-U-R-N-I-N-G
S
T
O
P
its her the one
I’m meant to be with



I
can see it’s
the way it’s
meant to be
old Souls
reunited once again
NO MORE
searching for my
control
conscience
self


together I know
now that’s how were
supposed to be
I can
feel her
hear her
see her
only her
hyperactive senses
attuned to her


no longer
burning pain
only burning to be with
…
…
…
YOU
eternity ahead
now that we’re
TOGETHER.