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Sigh...do you read the astrology page thats on the other side of the funnies in the news paper?? I dont usually, but if i do its at the end of the day so i can see if its true lol. Yes i know that mostly its a bunch of bull but a few days ago one of them struck close...First of all something really bad happened to me like four years ago...even though i was mostly my fault..OK IT WAS ALL MY FAULT!! anyway i ended up really hurting someone..and myself..and ever since then ive felt like ive been losing my mind cuz im a coward and i cant even apologize and every day i wish i could go back in time and fix it or do SOMETHING at least -_- So yes i read this little astrology paragraph (by the way imma leo ;D) and..it said "you will not go nuts or lose your marbles, in august you will simply lose a ball and chain thats been with you from the past". LIKE OHMIGOD you dont know how totally right on that is with me!! now the whole 'itll be in august' is a bit sketchy (im not into the whole psychic s**t) but a part of me DESPERATELY hopes that its true...im going to graduate soon and if i dont do something about the problem i created i know i'll live with it for the rest of my life..haunting me!! BOO lol. anyway i wrote some other super long journal entry/post thing about what happened..but i thinks its on private...? so oh well. YOULL NEVER KNOW!! mua ha ha!
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