Dear Journal,
Hola World :3, Another Entry In My Journal...
Well Today, I'll Be Talking About My Dear Friend, Sam...
Sam & I Have Known Each Other For A Very Longgg Time...
I've Always Known Him As Sweet, Caring, Loving, And Anything Else Possible Guy...
When I Started Using This Account Sam & I Were Still 'Close' Friends...
& He Was Still the Way He Was...
But Then... One Day, I Message Sam And I Knew Something Changed About Him...
As The Days Went Past... Sam Began To Grow Into Someone I Didn't Know...
And Things Got Worse...
He Stopped Replying to Some Important Messages...We Stopped Hanging Out...
And We Kinda Stopped talking... I've Always Wondered...
"What happened..." "What did i do?.." "Did I Even Do Something" & More...
There's So Many Questions To Be Answered And To Many Answers To be Found...
Life's Been So Complicated Because I've Been Trying to Figure This Out.....
I Mean Like I Know Everyone Changes... But Do They Change That Much?...
Sam, Its Like Our Friend Ship Never Existed... Actually... Not just That, Sam...
Now... To you... Its Like I Never Existed...
Do you Know How Much that Hurts?... Especially When Life's Great...
Then Boom Someone Changes And Acts Like You Were Never Apart Of their Life...
And They Don't talk To You Anymore, They Don't Hang Out With You Anymore, They Don't Even Reply To Something Important...
If You Don't Know, Sam...
Its About Time You Know How I Felt...
And If You Do, Sam...
Good, Because You Know How I Feel...
And I Know, You'd never Wanna Feel Like That Again...
If I Humiliated You Sam Because Of This, That's Life...
Even if I Sent this To You In A Message You Wouldn't Even Give A Damn About it...
You Wouldn't Even Reply... So What Was Ever The Point Anymore??...
Huh, Sam? What Was The Point?????
And If You're Still Wondering Why I Wrote this, Why i Care or Whatever...
Its Because I'm Trying To Knock Some Gosh Damn Sense Into You!...
I Want Back the Sam I Knew Weeks Ago....
I Want Back the Sam I Cared the Most About...
Sam I Hope You Read This And Realize Where You Really Are...
Thanks For Reading Everyone...<3
- Kayleen...<//3
 iiS m o o t c h i e · Mon Jun 29, 2009 @ 10:46am · 0 Comments |
