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Hi everybody. ^^ Here's an update of what's been going on in my life for the past few months!

Right now I live in a group home through Lakeview called Markham House. I'm sorry but I won't be able to make it to California this year, as much as I'd like to. After Markham House I plan to go into the Lakeview apartment program, although I have no idea when. It looks like I will not be going back to school this year.

What do I do with my time? For right now, I just hang out all day on Gaia, watch TV, sleep, eat, and that's about it. People want me to go to Skylight which is a day program at the Tompkins County Mental Health place. I don't really want to, but I suppose I'm going to have to if I want to get my priorities straight and get into the apartment program. I really wanted to volunteer at the SPCA but they haven't been calling me back, so I guess they aren't in need of my help that much. *sigh* Other than that I guess I could find a job, but Challenge Industries isn't calling me back either.

Right now I weigh over 205lbs and I'm still gaining weight. I'm really not sure what to do about this. I mean, yeah, diet and exercise. But the thing is, I'm really not motivated to exercise, and I like to eat what I like. I know... get ready to pack on the pounds. I just hope I stop gaining weight at least, I think it may be due to one of my meds or something. But I'm really at a loss of what to do, for real.

Well that's all for now, check back for new entries. ^^