*Cough Cough* Dun dun dun! Sooo well stuff has happened since my last update. First of all exactly one week ago after school BELLE HAD THE NERVE TO DUMP THE MOST AMAZING BOY ALIVE!!! (Oh yeah, her and Burrito dated again, but that was sometime in May) Stupid whore. Honestly, Burrito LOVED her and I think he still does. But anyway, next morning we were in class and he was like "guess what?" And I said "what?" Then he said "I'm single" I was shocked. Just the afternoon before I saw him lovingly gaze at her through our school windows as she was hanging out with 3 other guys who were "just her friends" stressed . That morning in class he said that he wasn't really upset, but I knew he was. Burrito then said that he was such a retard for dating her and that in middle school we shouldn't be falling in love and making serious commitments but instead in middle school we should be "playing the field". He also pretty much said that girls shouldn't be whores like Belle but we should be sluts like Riley's cousin Katelyn and Lime *did I mention that we aren't friends anymore?*. First I thought that he was just being silly goose by saying that... but then at lunch he asked Lime out!! Goodness! Just the week before him and Logan were all making fun of her and how she was such a cheap slut (goes through oh what... 15 guys in 2 months??) and then Burrito decides that he likes her?? Damn. Not smart. I wanted to become a fairy and poof some sense into that beautiful boy or get a pitchfork and hurt Lime for pretending to "love" him. That was just the day after Belle dumped him. So I knew that him and Lime weren't serious at all. I was right, he broke up with her Thursday night. He told her that he liked her but he still loved Belle and he said that they could date another time. I KNEW IT! Man, Burrito gave his everything to that girl... I mean EVERYTHING. He loved her sooo much and he was even hoping that they'd stay together and get married after high school. Belle didn't want that. She told him that it wasn't the same between them as it once was. I'm sure that he was absolutely crushed! He said he didn't cry, at the time I'm sure he didn't he was probably more angry than upset. Which is probably why he settled for dating Lime. Oh God! So dramatic! And while all that was happening I was undergoing a crisis because honestly, if Burrito decides to like sluts... well maybe he isn't the guy I love to death... but I still do. So after he dated Lime, he's been hitting on Sarah again. They probably won't date this school year *considering it's over on Friday* But she's a slut too! Gah! I was so terrified of Belle hurting Burrito but it happened and now I'm terrified of Burrito becoming some player or man-whore and then the boy I love will be burried under whatever becomes of him. But the worst thing is that the boy I loved was the greatest person alive. He was someone I could wholeheartedly respect and devote myself to because he was so unique and wholesome. He was someone I wanted to know for the rest of my life. Even as just a friend because he could be the greatest friend ever. ='[ But now... I don't know. Well he's single and I'm really hoping to hang out with him this summer because I want to be close to him in high school so I don't loose him as a friend.
