It's sad..... how people don't have anyone to help them...
I, I choose not to be helped from the little I can be.
why? because I wouldn't want to drag anyone to my life and my problems. And since I know I might hurt someone some day, I wouldn't want it to be my friend, that would be the last person I would even think about hurting. My best friend asks "what's wrong? How come you won't tell me?", I would love to answer "nothing is paticularly wrong...it's just that I have a hard time deciding. And in fact, believe it or not, you are one of my closest friends because I would never tell anyone else this much.", but instead I always say "nothing is wrong, really... and it's kinda hard for me to explain, but don't worry..." and even I couldn't fool myself with those words.
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where my all my posibilities are on a page
this "journal" is a place where i say things that can and can't have reasons. btw try not to compare me with anything in comments.
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