Ugh....Lately I've been obsessing over Nathan a bit too much. He hasn't talked to me in over a week and a half! It's really starting to make me worry that maybe something bad happened to him. Maybe he's trying to find a way to keep himself away from me, like I did to him for that year. I would hate to not be able to talk to him for a full year, not after I've told him how I feel about him. redface
Something that's been heavily on my mind has been my future. I have about 1 year until I turn 18...what am I going to do then? I don't know if my dad will be able to support me anymore at that age. I'll have to get my own apartment, live by myself, support myself. That's a really scary thought! I mean I barely make enough in my paycheck as it is! How am I expected to do all this when I barely get minimum wage? They don't pay me enough, I swear. With everything I have to do, I can't believe I still only get 5.15 an hour. Sooner or later I should complain.
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If everytime I masturbate God kills a kitten, then I must have a pile of dead bodies that even Hitler would be jealous of