GAHHHAHHHH!!! I'm so very frustrated. And Dissappointed. I can't begin to describe what I'm feeling. This week was awesome. I found out that Mikey's coming home soon but then today I find out that I can't see him. She wont let me. But I'm trying to be as calm as I can. I'm just angry. I've tried to let God take care of my blossoming relationship with Mikey. I was trying to be patient. "Oh maybe if I'm patient and humble God will reward me with Mikey." Now it's just TORTURING. I know that he loves me and I love him. but now it's like...I'm forbidden to see him. It's absolutely awful. I....just....Grr. This is torture. It's a test of my love for Mikey. If I didn't love him I would say this isn't worth it. The torture is so painful. Grr.
Keneko_Kitty741 · Sun Jun 07, 2009 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments |