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the happiest day of my life.. well one of them anuway.
oh my god i am so happy there's alot to tell so yeah this might be really log but i'm guessin that thats your fault for reading it if you are hmm. let me think...
well things have gotten alot better than what it used to be. josh ended up breaking it off with ED. i feel so bad but really happy at the same time.! sad because i hope he didn't like break her heart or anything you know because she's still a person with feelings and emotional pain hurts just as bad as physical pain.. but i'm really happy because he's mine now... yeap i'm going out with the one.. finally i love him so much. i never really realized how much i did until the day that ed came back to utah for a visit. yeahbasically what happened was i grew way to attatched to him and didn't and couldn't well more like wouldn't let go.. i mean he's been there for me through the toughest times and i'm really not that scared to share my feelings and thoughts with him. it makes me feel better. because i don't have to keep my feelings and my emotions to myself anymore because he always tells me that he wants to know even if it is about him. but that's just.. i have a feeling that he's the one. i mean it killed me to not see him for an entire weekend! it was so hard! and not only that this is the first and actual guy that my family likes. two weeks ago was thankgiving week/ break. well on monday was the day that he asked me out. he came to my house and we just sat and talked. he didn't go to school that day do it was really boring without him. but yeah and then we went to school tuesday and i did the original routine but i stayed at his house till like 10:30. and the on wed. he came and got me around..... ummm hmm i think it was 7:00 or 8:00 and we spent the whole day together well almost the whole day. kirsten and omar came over.
but yeah and then it was thanksgiving and that was alright it wasn't the same though. we went out to eat this year and it was really sad tha food really wasn't all that good like my nana's friend said it would be. and then on friday i was suppose to go hang with josh.... but i ended up babysitting my little cousin zoe she is so qute!!! so then on sat i went to hang with him and it was pretty fun you know.. but well... no it was fun.. we never really do anything except talk and some other things that will not be mentioned (( i think you got the picture)) butyeah.. so ok then the real fun began.. my family came down to have the pie crap you know where your whole family get together and have pie!! well josh came over in his GARB!!! hee hee hee yeah so basically my whole family loves him well except my one aunt because she a ******** pain in the a**!!! but yeah i'm really happy with josh!!
the only thing that i was going to worry about was alot of people were not going to except it and that really pissed me off because.. i really don't see the big deal. i mean if you love them don't you want to be with them obviously everyone thinks well... not everyone but alot of people think that this a really big mistake yeah and since they know me so well. whatever.. but yeah.. i love him and that all that counts.. you know it's nobody elses decision but mine you know? and you can accept it or not but that's not going to stop me from loving him....
well i'm getting real bored so yeah see yah!!!
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