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gah!! i'm so frustrated!!!!(no really? -_-) stupid homework autobiography thingy... stare
Doushite? Boku ga kowareta Messiah?
gomen. i shall be putting random lyrics from songs i'm listening to in between to try and ease myself(why does that sound so wrong in a way? >.> wink
anyway -clears throat- GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SJLFHIORHOIFABNKJDAOIJKGJKLHSDEGVAA!!!! -clears throat again- Thank you, but not really... stare
i swear, i'm so stressed out from things! first, there is this auto bio thingy we're doing for reading/lang. arts. so far, i'm trying to use this advantage to express my self, but it ain't working...i get worried about what people will think of me after and end up not making any sense in the writing assignments, therefore, making the writing bad(in my own opinion). i guess i'm not use to opening up to things. and that pretty much sucks.
Kagiri aru "sei" wo kono yo ni uke
and also, i think i have this feeling that someone's mad at me for no entire reason ><++ this person is...someone...>///>(and NO i won't tell you who it is, no matter how hard you try) but grr!!! Person is stressing me out! i think i'm overthinking this too(why do i always do this?!). no wonder my life is troublesome and suffocating. -.- but i didn't mean to hurt this person's feelings(<--this sounds like i'm a bad person, but remember that over thinking is a habit to me. what i'm typing in this section may not be even true. it might just be my imagintaion. and i hope it is)
kattonde yuku Ryuusei Rocket mado kara mieru watashi wa
geh. now my hungriness is also making me pissed. -.- my bro did cook some mac n cheese, but i;m too lazy to get some -hears stomach growl again and glares- hold on stomach... stare
Sora mo tobe nakatta mei mo nai HERO ha sekai wo miryou suru
well, at least i feel better now after listening to some songs and writing this, but i'm still worried. my thoughts aren't letting me fully express myself, Person might be mad/hurt at me and i don't think i can do anything, i over think too much, AND I JUST WANT TO SLAM MY HEAD AGAINST SOMETHING RIGHT NOW!!!!! gonk scream stressed
"aitai" ja dame na no kana? yuki ga furidasu
-takes one final sigh- okay, i'm good. for now. hopefully things will lift up for me and i can control my feelings again so i won't be saying...kitty...sounds...(;>.> wink when i'm frustrated or embarrassed. i usually go 'nya' or 'nyu' when i do...>.< kuso...i'm not a cat... gonk
oh yeah. i think i might cut my hair soon(well, i might have to do it myself since my parents rarely have time to take me to a... barber shop?(is that what you call it? i forget >.> wink i won't, like, cut everything though. i might cut my hair myself only for the sidebangs. i could do it right now, but i have a feeling my parents'll get mad for even trying(or failing). sweatdrop i wanna cut it myself though...¬^¬ -eye twitches when sees scissors right in front of her-
omg! i hear my brother playing the pokemon advanced battle theme song!!! : D(actually, it's coming from this online game he's playing but who cares?)
and now, my stomach is still trying to get my attention, but i'm ignoring it for being annoying. > wink ... oh wait, isn't that bad...? ._.; aww dammit. my stomach wins this time...-grumbles and goes to get food-
BYE NYAPPY!!! o(≧∀≦)o(wow. i felt like miku for a second there ^^; )
 Moonfox23 · Sun May 31, 2009 @ 05:51am · 0 Comments |
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