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GAH I LOVE/HATE DREAMS!!!!!
this is what happened:

The other day.... About two days ago, I went to bed as usual and I dreamed a happy dream. [for once]

I was walking around, doing my usual thing at school when I saw my friend Nicole and she nudge my crush towards me and said. "there she is, go talk to her."
I was like: wtf?
So he came over, nervous and all, looking down and away from me and said: "I-I like you."
I stared at him with wide eyes and tried to tell him that I returned his feelings, but I woke up. It was 1:00am.

I was like: "God damn it!!!!!!! WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! gonk "
Then I fell asleep again....

I continued the dream in the cafeteria, sitting at a table waiting for my friend Zaidee and I was alone at the table that my crush and his friends usually sat at. Then my friend courtney came up and said: "I have something to tell you. This guy, him over there," she points.
"*enternamehere*?" I ask, looking at him as he walked in and sat at another table that he and his friends would also sit at.
"Yeah, him." Courtney replied, "he likes you."
And I was like: Hell yes! Dreams do come true!!!! whee

Then I woke up AGAIN scream

ME: DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was 3:00am.

I fell asleep again, once again the dream continued and I was walking down the street after waving good-bye to my friend nicole. I then saw as this dream started to twist into the actual dream world, letting me know that it WAS a dream now. I walked along and found this place where my brother was with sme girl and my friend Donnie. We hung out for a while when the alarm clock sounded and I had to get up. stare

I always wish for the bravery to talk to my crush.... I almost the other day, because when I was walking to the bus, he was behind me laughing and I looked back at him as his phone made noises and said: "ha, that's weird."
And he said: "yeah."


OH AND the past couple days with the assemblies. whee
the first one I sat by him and mentioned to Zaidee that a guy in my frosh class violated my shoes by sticking them down his pants. [[a couple of the frosh classes were outside and I was playing dodge ball -no one gets out- with the boys]] and my crush and Nicole were like: "What?!"
so I had to explain.

Theeeennn.... XD
a couple days later, at another assembly, I sat in the bleachers one seat below him, and Zaidee leaned back on my trying to sqush me [I didn't know he was behind me]] and I think I ended up in between his legs. >///< an when I looked back to apologize, I couldn't speak so I hit Zaidee and whispered to her that it was him and she smiled and tried to do it again, but I refused to budge.

I promised her [if she still remembers to do it] that she can tell him my feelings on the last day of school. I hope she doesn't remember. >.< but only because she's tired of waiting.

So tonight I'm going to a dance and I hope that my crush is there so I can satisfy my eyes. heart

Well, I hope everyone enjoyed that. XD I ha to get it off my chest. sweatdrop






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ustan-sama
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commentCommented on: Sat May 30, 2009 @ 04:38am
AH MY GOSH OUR MASHA'S IN LOVE!!!!! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyways, I'll be also supporting your love!!!

Go Go MASHA!!!!!


commentCommented on: Sat May 30, 2009 @ 05:21pm
(O////O) Seriously? XD
It's just a simple crush.



mashas mule2
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