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It's the last day of school, the morning is just a rush because I'm graduating from 8th. It was actually really boreing in the morning; we just rehearsed. But after the cerimony, I felt kindof empty inside, happy, angry and even sad and scared. But the emptyness bothered me the most. Did I have unfinished buisness? I always kept to myself scince i started junior high; I never really liked sharing thoughts with others. I never felt like this scince one of my friends died. The emptyness is never a good feeling, taughnting you from inside your stomach. I admit I am gonna miss many of the students. Some I even considered my brothers/sisters. Actually alot of them, even the ones that got annoying. They just made school alot more interesting. Even now i feel that mix of emotions and every time I look back at the things that happened today, I realize that life is too short and that I should be greatful to have met all of those people. I still dont feel like sharing all of my thoughts, but I have to finish my unfinished buisness now before this feeling engulfs me.But I will share this: Sometimes I feel like more than one person. I always look at the world and myself from the point of veiw of someone/something else. I am constantly critisizing myself. In fact, now that I look at the things I wrote down , I have one thing to say: dramallama