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i start to wonder now... what it is i signed up for...
because of this way of life... does that really give me the right to lie?
even to the ones i love? just because nobody has to know whats underneath the perfect disguise?

it would be a burden hard for me to bear...

but i guess its a personal choice... to do what feels right, and to fix what feels wrong...

for now... i go to bed... feeling like ive done something horribly wrong