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I'm back and finally out of school for summer vaction!!!!!! Everything is alright. I just haave a lot of stuff on my mind. I'm trying to find a job this summer so I can have some money to save for college and some for me to give to God, but of course, I'll always give my ten percent. But anyway, I want to work at a clothing store but all they say is that they are accepting applications and my phone is down so I don't know if they have been trying to call me for an interview. But people I know say that they can get me a job where they work, so I guess beggers cant't be choosers, right?

And this boy asked me out a couple of weeks ago, and I said know. He asked me who I liked and I told him. To my surprise Libra was his best friend, so he insisted he would talk to him for me. Well the same day me and him were walking in the hallway and we saw my other friend. He said these words "I've liked here since last year." And then he next day he comes back to me and tells me that Libra said no. I was emo for a few days.

But does that make me seem wrong. I didn't want to go out with him because I liked someone else and then he tells me that he has liked someone else for a year. I don't think it's right to go out with someone when you already like someone else, that's why I said no to him. But I didn't know that him and Libra were friends, so does that make me wrong for saying no to him and saying that I like his friend and I didn't force him to do it, but I still feel a little bad about it. But we are still friends. smile

And its probably best that I didn't go out with Libra because he smokes weed. I thought that if I went out with him i coud convince him to stop, but he is out of my reach. I can't do anything now.But I'll get overr him......