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I didnt realize how much I have changed. I started playing this game at December of 2006 and now its May of 2009. I read a couple of my journals and just realized how different I talked compared to now. I never thought I would change in the way I talk. I didnt even think gaia would change me in a way. Looking back at my past journals that I have posted in the last couple of years, the only things I would talk about is about nonsense like what I want or things about me being bored. I was one of those who posted for the sake of gold. Maybe even now I would still do that but I want to do it the right way, of course. It was pretty funny I would post a bunch of lyrics of songs that I liked. Even in the past I liked the same songs that I still am inlove until now.

I cant believe I practically grew up in gaia. Im not saying that the game is a bad influence or anything, but I sure did learn a lot of things in here. I turned into something worse. I looked at the way I talked in my past journals and not once did I curse. Now, swearing seems to be a part of me. I cant believe it. I was always this anti-cursing type of person and now I dont even give a damn. See what I mean. I partly blame influence with friends but I really am to blame. No one can tell me what to do. I will just do it to myself, right?

I noticed that my boredom and hatred in life got the better of me. If I was bored, then I shouldve done something to prevent that, right? If I hated life, I shouldve done something to make me love my life even more.

Maybe in the future I will still talk about nonsense about things in life. Thats just who I am.