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OMG my heart isn't hurting anymore, but dont worry the pain always comes back. i cant get rid of it, no matter how hard i try. its coming back, its here again. tears r falling once again, but they r red. i cant help it. they just keep coming. they taste like blood. i guess now my tears will be from my own blood now. i think im becoming really pale. i feel light-headed. man does my head hurt. even the voices of the soft ones, hurt my ear. those voices put me to sleep, whenever i begin to cry. they tell not to worry eveything will be alright. hush now stop those tears and go back to bed. no need to tell anyone wats wrong in ur heart. dont show urself, hide ur feelings. put on a mask, dont cry, that'll just show urself as a weakling. dont be happy, dont be sad, dont even love....... for awhile i didnt even listen to the voices but now i want to do as they say because i think its the only way to save me. save me from my darkness, but i think its doing the opposite.
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