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I'm sad...like always. Life is just so seriously messed up. My cousin is constantly asking me what's wrong. When people ask me that everything that's bothering me just disappears so I say I'm okay. I hate being asked how I am. That just depresses me further and the waterworks start up. Seriously though, what's wrong with me?

1) My alcoholic father
2) My alcoholic father spying on us
3) My alcoholic father yelling racist comments
4) Falling madly in love with Jonathan then having him ripped away from me
5) Not being able to communicate with Jonathan
6) Failing math and not understanding the material till after I fail the test
7) Not being able to relate to normal teenage issues.
cool Feeling like I can't talk to anybody about any of this
9) Everybody I attempt to talk to either pushes religion on me, doesn't understand at all, or just shrugs.