To all that are reading this, I'm hopin that this will be the last time i have to sound like a freakin emo. xp Also, this will be the first and may be the last time I will use actual names in my journal, so dont be too surprised...
Ever since Black Evil Kitty13, aka. Christie, and I broke up, things have changed dramatically. If you are still wondering how I was protecting her by breaking up , I did talk to a moderator and an online officer and both have told me how they have caught many people out there that have had a similar relationship to ours. But to get back to the subject, life has been very tough this week; the guilt still riding on my ankles like a stubborn child. However, today is the day where i kick off this insolent maggot and go straight to my point...
Christie... I forgave you for your lying, and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I really didnt want to say anything that would have caused you to hurt yourself much more than you already have. One last thing for you, I just want you to know that I loved you for real when we were together, and even now I still care for you, but while we hit those tough times, I grew attach to a great friend... Ashley.
The most truth I could ever pull out of myself is this... I love you Ashley. Since I had you there to talk to everyday, I was able to be myself again. I laugh like I once did, and guilt never festered from our relationship. Thanks. wink
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