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Today was such a fun day. But then it turned into crap. I got home only to have my dad talk to me. He told me that when all of the problems here at my house disappear he was going to leave. And not on vacation or anything. Leave as in go away and stay away. He's tired of everything that's been happening with my mom. He can't stay with her anymore when all she does is doubt that he loves her. When she puts her other daughters above him. And that's a bad thing because all they've ever done is treat my mom like trash. They treat her like she nothing. They treat me and my sister the same because we don't have the same dad as them. And they always tell my mom things to make her believe that my dad is cheating on her or something like that. Anyways...he's tired of it all. He can't take it anymore. i want him to be happy. And if leaving is what makes him happy then I won't say a thing to get him to stay. The only thing I don't want is to stay here with my mom. Cause I know that she'll blame me and my sister for my dad leaving. My half sisters will come and make things worse. But I don't think going with him is possible. So right now my only acceptable option is to go live with my half sister (from my dad's side) like my parents want me to. Not only will it kinda help me forget about the whole Gabriel thing, but it'll also get me away from things here.