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What Usagi-chan Looks For In A BF

1. Compassion. He must be able to understand my feelings and not be hypocritical about them. I have emo moods but that's something I can't control.

2. Patience. I am clingy and i don't want them to be so...cold towards that. maybe someone who likes clingy would be nice. =D

3. Intelligence. Someone who can help me with my homework or just be uber L33t about computers/video games/whatever.

4. Otaku-ism. Which can't be considered a real word. Someone who watches anime or plays Final Fantasy. Someone I can discuss stats with when normal conversation bores me or I'm too upset to talk about myself.

5. The ability to COMMIT! This is my most hated aspect of the male species! You cannot feel nothing when you txt someone: YOU ARE MY LIFE! I LOVE YOU! Why the hell do some morons do that and expect to not have KARMA bite them in the a**!?! Why do some guys FLIRT with other women online while they know FULLY WELL that they are in a relationship and that that behavior is MORONIC! Say it with me people: THEY ARE SERIOUS BASTARDS! I do not ******** care that your now revealed GF breaks up with you! Why tell me!? It's your DAMN fault for flirting with strange women and "falling" for them. Ugh. Get a life. Get a wake up call. GET REAL!

6. Loyalty. If you love me, if we break up for some crap reason, you don't get a stupid female dog (the curse word i mean) as a new girlfriend on the same day! Could you at least wait one stupid week before putting me in the corner of your petty, little mind and forgetting everything you've ever told me during the relationship! Gawd. That is the reason I am so bitter nowadays. I want some respect if i mean anything to you as a PERSON! So, I want a boyfriend who cannot possibly do something as moronic as that.

7. Appearance. I like a guy to have semi long hair at least. Taller, thin but not anorexic. Not extremely muscled. A little is fine, enough to not be a wimp but not Hercules or anything. Dark hair is preferred usually but I could make an exception for an extremely SEXY blond.

8. My age! I'm 17 so slightly older or slightly younger is acceptable.

I hate the way my only relationship ended. That guy just...wasn't right for me. I still have feelings for him but they are only due to what I USED to think he was. A nice guy who honestly liked me like I liked him. He was smart, had nice hair, and back then, I totally believed with all my heart that he was PERFECT! He was my Edward Cullen in this new life I've grown accustomed to. And I thought I was his Bella. And... once the relationship ended, I truly seen with my own two eyes how unable he is to commit himself to any girl.
And now, I may have a crush on a guy I've never met before. Doubtless, he'll never be interested in me like that. >.> Despite the innuendo I've heard from him, i don't think it can happen. he's nice and i like him, but, again, it's an epic failure.
And... I don't think I'll ever find the one person who loves me for me and whom I can love in return. Because all things involving myself, all facets of love are unrequited.

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JA NE!
I need some time to myself. I believe people are reading this so if you are, include a message please. Tell me that you actually take a little bit of your time to hear me whine. Please...