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blaugh i realize something that no matter how angery you are it won't make a diference , and no matter how sad or happy or any other feeling it won't really matter so you might as well be happy mrgreen like that i've decided to dissoun my dad and my life at his house so it's going pretty well. neutral i've been pretty sick i had arthritis of the spine or they think it is. then i got iritis and a hole lot of colds and other grose sicknesses. So i think i'm auto amune comprimized but for some reason my mom won't get me blood tested untill vacation . i've had alot more blood tests before that xp i still past out like all the time i don't know why. wink but it's k. my mom is still really crazy. i need to get away from her but i hope she won't do something like hurt herself if i leave. heart i still love her i got her the coolest stuff for mothers day razz like it caosted me like 33 dollars but my bro cut the price w/ me so that's better. he is a really douce i really don't know how to spell that confused any way he's an a** hole to every one he's in honors classes but he's just really dumb i don no. ninja ninja ninja ninja so that's it and i really need someone to just be there for me heart