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UGH,

Life is FREAKIN complicated. Hoenstly..suxs SOooooo much. Im sooo busy so so so so busy. I have a TON of homework to do and of course because of that, everything esle falls apart. How come N O B O D Y understands that I have freakin college s**t to do and its not easy. Everyone expects me to just deal with this stuff like its nothing, but it isn't nothing. Its the rest of my life and it stresses me out like nothing else. And when im stressed I just want to realx and sleep and forget the things of the day. Get away ya know? escape or i won't be able to handle it. And thats when i'll really be in trouble. i WANT to finish College i WANT to get a good degree i WANT to make something of myself and in the short term i WANT and i NEED to get good grades. SIGH! but whatever my heart just can't take much more of getting beaten around.Everytime I think i can ..I dunno..Let my guard down or at least be contently unhappy or happy. Something has to go and stirr everything up. Its not fair..i mean sometimes when im trying not to find drama (I'm TRYING CATTIPILLAR!) it finds me, haha.
Oh well,
Honestly I give up. Me rindo. Ke puedo hacer?
Aveces el destino es cruel y aveces la vida no va como yo quiero.
Pero soy yo, Veronica, Kayla. Whatever. Kien mas puedo ser?
Thats it thats life.
My Head hurts....but at least im happy. Somewhere I'm happy. Cuz afterall there can only be on person in your heart, right?