i like this posting journals here now mostly because there are very few people that i actually know who use this so im going to vent. ive been so mad at my self lately i feel so stupid but there is nothing i can do about it other than move on with my life i want to tell some thing to some one that is too far to reach and i do mean that in a literal way. and ive lied to some one only because i was being ever emotional every one says to just move on and get over it ,its not like im ever going to see that person again and there is no way of knowing how that person feels about me or if they really mean what they feel or if they even feel anything at all ... i know writing this is going to bite me in the a** one day but for now i feel a little better. besides that i have no idea what i want to do with my life i have yet to find a job or a profession that i would like to reach i know i need to jump on these things because lets face it im only ** but im not getting any younger either hell i dont even have a permit @_@ so here is to hopping that this will all just pass but also to just get by .
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