Was over the moon happy today... but everything's gone wrong again.
Thinking about the ex... and how he wanted to be friends...
It's been 2 months and nothing. In all seriousness... after nearly 6 years, is that it?
Couldn't feel more worthless right now... feels like life is a lie, love is a lie. It's all a ******** ploy of a rich sadist.
And I know there's no point in waiting for something to save me. Because it won't.
I know I'll be damned to this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach.. and no matter what comes to fill it, it'll dissappear eventually. Leaving only my feelings of stupidity at believing things could change.
Whine ******** whine...wish I could have more fun gonk
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