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wow, i just looked back at how many journal entries i did yesterday. jeesh. yeh, im still sad, confused, ect. its not fun. its complicated. and i want it to be forgotten. just to be gone. vanish. if only life was that simple, right? heh..im seriously trying to think of something "happy" to type this morning but i cant find anything in my confused mind. ugh. hmm.......HMMMMM........ehh, i dont know what to type!!! my two best friends arent up to cheer me up yet. ugh, how suckish. maybe i just dont have good "karma" anymore or somethin. well, i dont think the "karma" issue is my problem at the time. did you know its a real getcha downer when you wanna say {or type} something happy but all you will probably get {on the screen} is just something totally different and depressing?? i like the simple things in life though. but this stuff that has me sad is very complicated!! why couldnt it just have been something simple so i wont be confused, depressed, ect? it would have made these few days so much more lively. and easier..hm.
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