It took me a long time to come up with this poem. It started as a random thought during a run in Cross Country one afternoon: "Wow. nothing seems real" I have no idea why I thought of that, but as i looked into the far too perfect sky that day, i felt numb. The story then fast forwards about... 4 or 5 months. I had recently been dating this amazing girl, and every aspect of my life was flipped from that moment in cross country. I was happy, nicer, and laughed more easily. I started focusing on helping others with problems than sitting in my corner, ashamed i couldnt have their happiness. And, my poem was born. Oh, and its my first post, so go easy on me. Please?