The last step i take Will be the one that will make the earth quake I'm so ******** pissed off i could just remake Contemplate, break, and just disnigrate what i have done I lost when truly i thought i had won... What the ******** is wrong with me what have i done... Did i just loose what i had why can't i just be happy... I make other people smile but inside it does nothing for me Karma can go to hell nothing will help I'm in the world alone My sins being bared are to great far alone I'm going off into the deep end ******** up everything inside my head But ******** this i won't give up i'm not dead And as i draw breath i'll take this to the grave And show the world how to be stong free and brave The dangers up ahead i will treat like events I will attend i will conquer i will bend I will end this pain in my heart I will go down this dark battered hole I will find my deepest darkest secrets hidden within my soul Being bared pain despair desolation consolidation but not death.. No faith no money no love no death no paper Nothing but my body mind and soul The three that were given to me I will betray all who dare think of me in the same rank The don't know all the sins i disposited in my bank I'll be the one to start a riot I'll be the one to get away In the end will i honestly decay To purify and repent is somthing i don't want to put in harms way But this toxic darkness churns my feelings All that remains is blood lust Rage burning in my eyes and soul But my brain tells me no I bite my lips in pain I wane from what i want the most Knowing it will tear me down Trick me beat me and make me look like a clown I bend whats truthless In a way it seems ruthless Buts its for the best Then being like the rest.....

The Angel Of Consolidation,,,,,,,,,,
Xeemix · Wed Apr 01, 2009 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments |