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Yeah so it took me about an hour after showing up to marriage counseling with quack that we are not married, buy then i tried to write a book on him and he tried to kill me soooo.... i took him back to counseling. he cussed out the psychiatrist. it was pretty funny tho. (:

Anyway yes. it is my bday in 2 days.
seriously though. my bday is not going to be anything special. *sigh*

Thus, the title for today.

This guy that i like and just happen to be best friends with is dating another.
What am i to do?
He asked me out around two or three weeks after i met him but i turned him down and now i wished i hadn't. *sigh*
I like him, a lot, but im done trying to get him to think of me as more than a friend. Im done trying to get him to notice me. im done.

but with an end comes a beggening. i started trying. trying really really hard not to like him anymore. but its harrrrd. I mean there have only been 3 guys iv like in over a year and hes one of them...

Fucck. Again, relationships have royally FUCcKED me over.

bufystwebcsjouyekwlfhbunchafuxinshittycrap...

But, seriously, who wants to listen to some hormonal teenage girl whine abou ther ******** up love life....
Dun... dun-nuh NUH! Edigedwidigard, <== thats how u say Edward in Gibberish. (:

New Lip Balm: Blueberry
New Hair: Fuccking awesome.
New friend: Quack

Yeah. Quackity fucckin quack.

-Jeanea will slash your quackin throat. SIKE!

...~~**i like totally love you.**~~...

Song: All The Pretty Little Horses.