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(coz i dont get to say them much coz SOMEONE ends up making me pissed off more so i bottle up my feeelings)

1. GAH!!! MY MOM ALWAYS SEEMS TO CUT ME OUT OF CONVERSATIONS THAT I INITIALY STARTED
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2. BUHHH..... MY BRO SEEMS TO BE AFTER MY HEAD OR BLOOD. HE IS GETTING ME INTO TROUBLE!
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3. GRRRRRRRR....... SOME FRIENDS JUST DONT KNOW HOW I DEAL WITH THINGS AND REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT. I MEAN I CANT/WONT CHANGE TO SUIT SOMEON ELSES WISHES COS SHE WONT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM GRRRRRRRRR..............I CANT EVEN GO TO THE LIBRARY ON MY OWN TO READ COZ SOMEONE WANTS ME TO STICK WITH THEM 24/7. I NEED TO HAVE PERSONAL SPACE DUMBASS i WANT TO HAVE "JUST ME TIME" YA KNOW, IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK??? DAMMIT GIRL

4. F**K SAKE I GET SOOO PEED OFF WHEN SOMEONE IS ACTING SO SOULLESS AND TALKS ABOUT HOW THEY HURT THEIR FEELINGS WHEN I JUST WALKED AWAY FROM A POTENTIAL ARGUMENT. WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE A GOOD THING COZ THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW MY FRIEND COMES TO ME SAYING THEY JUST GOT NAGGED AT BY THE PERSON I WAKED AWAY FROM!!!!
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5. GAH! AND COMING TO MY FACE AND MOANING ABOUT ME READING DURING A CONVERSATION! SHE WAS THE a** MOOCHING OF TO READ TWILIGHT AND SHUT HERSELF AWAY IN THE LIBRARY! I MEAN WTF SO SHE CAN DO THINGS BUT OTHERS CANT???? WHO ELECTED HER QUEEN OF US ALL?????

6. DAMMIT IM SOO GONNA SHUT MYSELF AWAY IN THE LIBRARY FOR A WHILE WHEN WE GET BACK TO SCHOOL, IM JUST SO PISSED RIGHT NOW!
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yeah i feel really relieved now, and slightly more at peace with my emotions.

you dont have to read all of this, its only here to say things i couldnt/dont get a chance to say around many others.

(it has been proven that if you lock up your anger it will build up and you are 45% more likely to critically injur someone. i guess typing all this sorta released a pressure valve in my head. but thats what you get from being around some girl who believes she is right every second of the day, and that her word is law. you would lose it two if you were me. and trust me, you DONT want to be in the situation im in right now. and if the person i mainly moaned about is reading this. DONT send pathetic letters filled with lies. it just pisses me off even more. and i wont be with you at break or lunch. i just dont want to be around you for a while.)

if you were one of the lucky/unlucky few (only 2 people!) to get to hear my pathetic life problems, then i thank those two brave (and hopefully not brain dead) guys for being there and not telling me to STFU (you guys are the best! even if you thought in your head "what the hell is this loon going on about?" i salute you!)


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a much more relaxed gaian ended this entry.


and no hamsters got inured

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