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I know there have been people who have been through a lot more than I have but I can't take it anymore. All the stress, all the pain and deceit I get from ones whom I cared for. I'm losing friends slowly and might even lose friendship with the one friend that is most dear to me. I sometimes feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown cry I need help from someone that could cheer me up telling me that I can make it through more years of my life. I'm not saying I'm suicidal, cause I'm not. I just need someone to cheer me up; so please help me. I can't believe I'm saying this. All my friends ask why I smile all the time but those smiles are fake! I'm actually depressed and only few friends know it. So please, all the friends that care please help me. cry cry