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Nightmares suck. They are depriving me of sleep, and now I'm starting to hallucinate and am having daymares (daydreams that are pretty much nightmares). So I have decided to type up dream journals on gaia rather than the usual (and rare) journal entries i have made so far (not like anyone actually reads my journal on this thing anyways...) I guess I'll start with the one from last night.

It started out as a memory-type thing from when I was little. My dogs, Arrow (German Shepard) and Maria (black and brown fluffy small mutt), were running about the front yard chasing after me (at the age of 8 or 9) playfully after getting home from school. Then, for whatever reason, Maria slid under the fence, Arrow following close behind. I called out their names for a while and decided to go after them myself. The sun started setting, and I knocked on the farmer's door to ask if they had seen my dogs, but no one was home. The door suddenly flung open, revealing a pool of blood that covered the ground. The door pushed me into the house and slammed closed, locked from the outside. The house smelled like burning fur and flesh, and I saw Arrow's severed head on the table, decayed with maggots going in and out of his nose and eye sockets. Maria's nose was nuzzled next to Arrow's body, and her eye were a blood red color. This disgusting, smacking sound came from her direction, and I realized that she was ripping out Arrow's organs and eating them. The dim lights went out, but I could still hear Maria noisily feasting upon her dead best friend. There was a loud, horrific shriek right before the lights came back on, and then I saw Maria, lifelessly dangling from the ceiling fan from a noose made of Arrow's intestines. I tried to turn on another light, but the switch turned the fan on, and Maria was flung against the wall; her blood splattering all over me. Then, the perceptive changed, and it was as if I was part of the wall, staring at myself as an eight year-old. My eight- year-old self started laughing, and that's when I woke up.

Yeah, it was disturbing....