Is this how I want 2die
Everything I once loved have been ripped away from me
Everything I needed I left behind
How go I start over with nothing at hand
When the worlds as you hands
I try to draw the like in the sand
There's nothing but left and right
See all this happiness I have in my arms
All it will do is come back and bring me harm
I can' try there for I hate it all
I love to hate myself
It's nowhere to be found when I need it
I can't reamer all the roles
There talking about me again I know it
I hate my so called friends
But I still hang out witch them
Just let me be I need room to breath
I think I found some I like again
But I don know what to do
I cant take the first steap
Even if all my fear is in my head
I hate it all so I will dream about it in bed
Witch the twisted realty in my mind
I can't try to amuse you
I'm just planning my demise in plain site
I can't stop my self
Even if I try
