Okay. I'm so ready to run at this point. I don't feel love from any direction. I feel useless and used. I'm considering running off and joining a nudist colony in the western US. Get me away from here.
It seems that the more love I put in, the less I get in return. Should I just stop trying? The only one that really wants anything to do with me is the cat. And that's only because I can work a can opener. That, and maybe because I saved her from an unpredictable shelter life in a little cage. Before that, she was a stray.
Allie just wants to throw her toys around, not nap, and watch Yo Gabba Gabba ten million times per day.
And to you-
You know who you are. You know how I feel. You know that I'd lay down and die for you if that's what was needed of me. But any sort of public affection and you completely reject me. I wonder why that is...
Either way.
Everyone should watch what they say at this point or I'm going to remove their liver and feed it to them. And if you think that's a joke, then you don't know me very well, do you?
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