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wouldn't it be funny, if i woke up tommorrow
and found that all my sorrow never happened?
that the past twelve years were all a dream? a bad dream, but still just a dream.

wouldnt it be funny, that i never fell in love?
never looked above and saw in the sky an angel smiling at me?
that there was no nine-eleven, and my stepdad kept his job?
and was still only seven and pretending i was in a mob?

wouldn't it be funny? i think it would.
i'd smile and keep it secret what i dreamed
cause things are never what they seem, and i'd already seen it all and i'd be only seven.

wouldn't it be funny, if i secretly lived twelve years overnight
and remembered all that i do right now, in this supposed dream?
lived through things that would make anyone scream but never realy done it?

i'd be happy but i'd be sad...
i'd be angry and i'd be glad.
because i realy lived it anyway, whether it was real or not.
and no matter if it never happened my soul still would rot.

but wouldn't it be funny?