Dear [you know who you are],
Well, 2nd day of school here… Wonderful, right? Anyway, it turns out I’ve lost all writing ability. I tried to write a poem, and it just sucked. don’t really know what’s going on. Maybe changing schools did this to me? Erg… who knows…but I hate not being able to write. It makes me feel that I cant express myself and that I’m locking myself up in my own mind… This is as close as I can get right now, seeing as my other form of writing is at a stand-still. You might think I’m crazy…sitting here at a round crimson table, alone, shivering, and just looking around as I write this…and maybe I am. I have no friends here and I’m making no effort into trying to change that. Don’t think I will… What’s the point? I don’t want to make roots here anyway… But the good thing is I have you. You love me as I love you. I can tell you about my day and know I’m not boring you because you care. I’m really proud to be your girlfriend, and I’m even more proud in being your future wife. I do want to start a family with you and have our own ‘castle’ too… I long for the day-the fist day- you hold me in your arms, and you press me close to your body, taking my pain and any feeling of ‘cold’ I may be feeling… I also long for you to look me in the eyes, to stare at me, and let me get lost in those beautiful blue eyes of yours. I imagine that the best thing, or the second best thing? Yes the second best thing, is going to be having our first kiss. When your lips, oh so gently, press against mine. So innocent, so sweet. Its hard to picture because when it does happen, its going to be 1000 times better. But honestly, coming straight from my heart, the most wonderful thing from all that I have mentioned, will be just having you here…with me… at last…
I love you
~Sakura
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