... i have been known to screw up.. half the time i hated who i am and it pushed people away.. and sometimes i just plain old didn't say something to protect another but it only twisted back on me in the end.. either way i know my faults.. and i am full enough ready to admit them.. i realize it pushes the ones i want close away.. but it is a risk i have to take to be honest and to hopefully be loved for who i am reguardless.. i want to take this entry to apologize to those i have hurt or could very well hurt again... it is never my intention.. i am one who tries to protect people.. i always fall short when it comes to helping myself.. i am truely sorry..
Melena Rai Community Member |
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