On febuary 2 2009 i cried for the first time that year. I had made a new friend and her name is monica and well i know her for at least now a good week. o.O. Everyone of my friends hated how i talk about her and thought i was leaving them out of my life.
well one of my friends told me " You always talk about her you leaving me out of ur life" she said with a pissy vocie..O.O.At that point i thought everyone hated me..So i wanted to cry till 5th period...so i cried during 3rd period and told Chelsea how i felt she told me that she didn't hate me. I still wanted to cry but i was happy she didnt hate me....So i try not to cry during 4th period but once i got to 5th period and sam went to buy me a pop i started crying to sarah and i told her how i felt...She the one who didnt hate me...O.o...Well sam came back and she like " what wrong?" I didnt want to tell but finally about 20 min later i told her how i felt.........Then i was hyper for the rest of the day..O.o...i gave James Ecker a hug. =D and i went jumping around like crazy..................
at 1st period though ...remember that guy i said was my crush well i always write on his notebook and he would smile at me well not that day....He didnt even look at me but he did say " dont write on my stuff" in a very rude tone. I was soooooooo depress...ever since he got himself a gf ...he complete change..
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