For the past 2 days i was just mad at ppl. and yeah i have myreasons too.
Look i understand when you show something to the world the world will try to own it. Well sure fine and dandy i want to become a writer but its like....well let me put it like this. my friend has my journal 'cause im always pissed at lunch.
I feel like an outcast...(mainly in a conversation i try to join in but of course nothing works) soooooooo i think whatz best for me iz to just say what i need to say and well...stay quiet. Its like i do talk to them but then after a while im just another person with no soul in her body...(mainly lonley) so... now thats why come everytime my family does a group hug or when my friend iz doing something special i just stay as far as possible....
naruto:well you have us!!!
me:the only time i actully see you iz when im dead.....and so far im working on it.....everybody whining and saying crap like"If you die then im going crazy and stuff..." like i mean important to people.... the only time i feel important is when im breathing...well thats it i have more in me to say but this was really important...so if im not at school you atleast have a good reason why...DUCES!!! emoz rulez...cause with out emoz you wouldnt have any EMOtions in your life.
 Gwendlen Gothica Raven · Sat Jan 31, 2009 @ 04:55am · 5 Comments |
