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*kisse syou, and pets your hair.* ... sweetling, don't worry. i'll be ok. alright? ^_^ i'll be worrying as always, but i know that i've done everything i can for now, and things are going according to plan so far.
*kisses you back and leans into your hand*
im glad
i just want you to be safe
*nuzzles you.* i'm not the one in danger, pet.
*purrs*
enyone whos in danger is a bad thing. . .
*kisse syour cheek, and then kisse syour lips again. grunts.* .... i still keep finding myself having difficulties with the relief issue of course.... i wonder how longthat's gonna last... i hope it isn't trauma, i don't think i could survive being unable to have sex fo rth erest of my life....
it whould just hurt you more if you dident
they say sex is very healthy for you
releses stress. . . if you do it right
you will be able to again
trust me
*kisses you back and melts*
*hold syou tightly, clos eto me.* ... i hope so.... i know how unhealthy it is for me to be unpleasured...
*wraps my arms around you *
it is it is
everything gets affected when your not
*sighs.* ... *petting you absentmindedly.* ... it's just that whenever i even try to do anything to relieve myself, i keep thinking of Inu and what Miro is doing to her... i see her in pain, i imagine all kinds of disgusting, horrific things... and you know how vivid and morose my mind can get...
yes. . .i kinda do
but you have to think
its all in your mind
none of that will happen if you dont let it
Hakuna Matata
*sings it*
it means no worries for the rest of your days
*can't help but laugh a little weak laugh.* ^_^ cuteling. you are so silly.
but still, for now, it is too much for me. it freaks me out way too much and prevents me from having any pleasure. i will simply have to suffer it until i can get over it.
why thank you
heh i try
im sorry it has to be that way
only you can stop it
i've never been this traumatized before... it is sickening... i do honestly want to touch you so badly right now, to make you mine... but it scare sme, the thoughts it brings up.. and besides... it is wrong of me to be getting layed while people i care about are in such danger.
well do you think they think the same way?
holding out because of there friends?
here try this
my teacher taught me this
its supost to releave stress
sit on the ground siting up strait and tall, lay the back of your wrists on your knees
inhail all the air you possibly can and store it up in your chest cavity
once you inhaled as much as you can hold it and let all your bad energy collect and once you cant hold it any longer and you can feel your heart beating in your chest, exhale all the way
you should eventualy feel your heart beat go into your wrists
that sounds... very... awesome. i will try that later today, and hopefully it will be a good replacement way to relieve my stress and tension.
thank you
its amazing the first time you do it
if you do it right
theres another one that she taught that that helpes you get to sleep if you ever cant (cause i know sometimes you do)
inahale, then exhale till you cant any more
i mean realy push it out as much as possible
it realy wares you out
i do it every night in bed and im gone hah
how strange that i never thought to do that... of course it would work, it forces your brain to shut off out of exhaustion and erratic oxygen supply.
exactaly
it makes so much sence
hmhm
*kisses you.* i love you lauren dear....
*kisses you back*
i love you too master
i hope those help you
they most definately will. in any case, i must leave now.
ok master bubuy
dont forget to do them
ok?
i will remember and record them. ^_^
